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Love Letters of Paniali; Letters from bottom of heart which are not easy to share. Maybe one day letters will be opened...

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Today:
We went to see a house which was for sale, the house was furnish, and was so beautiful, I totally fell in love with that house, becasue of beauty and the culture and design. but I think what made me so crazy for that house was I found a small box of "khatam" over there. after that discovery I was so eager to see if I can find some more iranian things over there, and I found another "Khatam" box, I opened it ( bache fozool, but u would have done the same thing too!) and I found 500, 1000, 2000, and 10000 Rial bills ( eskenas) i was so shocked and excited. being honest I so wanted to " kesh beram " one of those bills. There was more than one of each bill in the box and I jsut have eskenase 500 riali and 10000 riali. and I was thinking those bills means much more too me than to her.
I asked my dad about it, and he said " mage to dozdi?"
and " ma ham bekhial shodim"!!!!
I also found a booklet about Iran (which was new) and a big painting and some "parche ghalamkar" which made me so excited. I checked their family name and i became sure that they weren't Iranian.

ITs usual to see ppl from diffrent background are designing thier home with their own art, or heritage. or ppl who are usuing Indian arts as fasion.

even us, as iranian ( ba in hame edeaye farhango tamadon, bekhosoos age masaleye mod nabasheee) we don't usually use design from any other culture.

The house, the way the ppl in the house lived, and the whole respect that they had for another culture was so heart warming and exciting that i could have hear my heart goes bang bang boom!
I think I might write a letter to the owner and tell her how excited and happy I became.

p.s. tahghighate be amal oomadeh, chenan bood ke tooy oon khoone ye khanoom zendegi mekard ba pesaresh, harchadn pesaresh alan ye shahre dige mashghoole karee. ama medoonind pesar be in megan, kharejaki, asheghe farhang va honare iran, cheshme sabz! whole package! ;) (p.s' daria joonam: taze daneshgahe khoob ham graduate shodeh bood, koliham ahle ketabo honaro in chiza bood) [hame inha az rooy daro divar maloom boood, vagarne na pesare oonja bood na mamanesh]
;) ;)



Yesterday:
Yesterday; me , sss, two of his firends and a girl (g) who is a family firend we went to a club. The club is a big and famouse. and we had to drive 2.5 hours to get there. The club was after hours and we get there at 1:30am and we were supposed to be there till 8am. Me, sss and g had couple of shuts at home. In the car I was thinking of my memories during the last couples of month, and seems like I have some allergy to some worlds and memories, ( same way that when u have alergy u will start crying but, u r not sad or upset or angry, its just alergy) But sss was so kind, trying to calm me down, and talk me through it. whih was very sweet.
any ways before we go to the club, we tried some more drinks, but when we were waiting to get to the VIP ( mayeem dige! ;) ), "g" got so drunk she couldn't stand up straight, and she was loughting and loughting all the time as a result of being drunk. Although sss ask her to just stand up for 5 min to get in, she couldn't make it and the bouncer didn't let her in. sss decided to stay with g, till she felt better and although sss insisting me to go in, I didn't. I knew I wouldn't have fun without him. anyways we stayed in the car the whole night. g was sick, and while I was grossed and beganing to become sick from g's vomiting (I haven't seen a real drunk person in that level beore ) sss was helping her and worring for her hair not to get dirty. He took out his neckless to use it as a hair band fot her. He was cleaning her mouth with napkins and giving her water. While I was listening to the loud music that was coming from the club and thinking how the night ended up to be, sss was smiling ( honest to god smiling) and saying all this vomiting is good for her stomack, she will be feeling much better soon.

When I was a kid I used to think one of the greatest sacrifise that parent do, is to clean after their kids and help them, when the kids are sick in the stomack.



p.s 1: When g wake up in the morning, she couldn't remember any thing that happened the night before, and was asking us how comes she slept in the car insted of being in the club. Sss knew that she wouldn't recall any single that he done.
p.s 2: sss doesn't have any specific feeling for g. he would have probably done the same thing if g was a boy. well if g was a guy, we would have done some thing funny to him too ;)

p.s 3. Sss made me to try a new brand of coke. which i didn't find it tasteful or useful.




Yekam tahvil giri!!!!!!

The part below has nothing to do with whats going on right now in Iran.

man vaghti khili javoon boodam, asheghe in boodam ke maroof besham, eshghe ghodrat ham dashtam, (yadame emam ye harfiee dasht megoft ma sarbazane melatim( are?) na teshnegane ghodrat, va man ba khodam megoftam ma tehsnegane ghodratim)

esghe siasat ham dasham, fekr mekardam ke zendan raftan ham ye sharte asasie baraye ye zendegi por mohtava dashtan.

baraye hamin fekr mekonam ehtemale inke ye khabarnegar ya roozname negar meshodam shayd khili boood..... ( hala shayadam roozname negare siasi na, hamoonjoori ke manteghe dorane dabirestanam, az in kara bar hazaram medasht, ama shayd ye joor roozname negari meshodim digee)

behar hal, man roozname negar nistam, ama
roozname negaran ra doost daram. va ya dooste roozname negar daram.

be yade yek jomleye maroof:
bavar nakonid har chizi ke mebinid, Believe me not!




p.s hala hey begin benvis!
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